Chp 13

It was our last little night in BK. Solo, myself, and Jay had all made plans to go out but Juelz out of nowhere had got sick so Solo decided to stay. Everyone else left earlier in the day because they all had things they had to do. Being that i didnt want to just leave my sister hanging i recommended that we do something at the house but she insisted that we go out and being that i was already dressed, i just went on ahead with my night.

Shortly after leaving Solo's we arrived at 68 Jay St Bar. I picked with Jay, on our way in, about us going to a bar pretty much named after him. 68 was also the year before Jay was born, which i found ironic, especially with him being from Brooklyn and all. Jay went on to joke about him not owning the club but playfully expressed how he should thought. Anywho we got into the bar, finding us a nice spot the sit and so our night started.

It was a nice little bar, cozy, intimate, fun, but suitable. They had the old school boom box where you had to insert money and you choose the songs you wanted to hear. We just so happen to come on  karoke night, which made the night so much more interesting. We sate long enough to knock a few drinks back and get a few laughs in.

"So are you going to sing?" Jay asked sparking off another conversation, chugging down his fourth beer.

"Is that your fourth beer?" i shot at Jay after realizing this man took down four beers, 3 tequilia's, 2 long island, some shots we took, and im pretty sure another drink or two and was still maintaining. While i had just about 2 beers and had started on my third, 2 long island, a couple shots of henny, and a martini. And i know your not suppose to mix liquor but the way that i was feeling was too good to let go.

"Yeeeaa...why?" Jay responded.

"No reason. I just cant beilieve your not on the verge of passing out." i joked.

"Im a full grown man..." Jay said with sternness. "I do this."

"Whatever..." i said rolling my eyes at his playful arrogance.

"So you never answered my question." Jay continued.

"Your question about what?" i said lost as i was focusing my attention on how good these wings were.

"About you going on stage?"

"Shit NO." i exclaimed. "Thats totally out of the question. And besides i'm shy."

"Well you dont seem very shy too me." he replied.

"Trussst me...I am. I'm just not good with getting up infront of a big crowsd of people. Thats all." I said trying to talk my way out of it.

"But you dont have to sing to them, sing to me." Jay so smoothly said.

"uhmm, i dont know." i said giving it some thought.

"I dont see why not...your just having fun and besides most of these people in here are drunk, so who's really going to be paying attention." Jay said trying to make me feel better.

"See...whats the point then if nobody's going to be paying attention?" i asked as if i were about to do it.

"But i thought thats what you wanted anyways?" he asked back.

"hmp!" i sighed. Jay wasnt taking any of my answered into consideration and i knew he would have just kept pressing the issue until i did so or got annoyed with him so to avoid any drama i just went on and did it. "ughgh!...Fiiiiine." i whined. "But ima need another shot though."

After taking my shot, i slowly hauled my ass on stage, with Jay watching and smiling from a ways. Everything was cool until everybody somewhat stopped what they were doing to ficus their attention on me. If i wasnt nervous before then i most definielty was now. Even after the music started playing i still didnt start right away until i saw Jay in the crowded yelling out and just pretty much showing his support. That made me feel really good, so good to the point where i worked my ass from off that stage and into the crowd and interacting with people. It was one guy who was practically fondling over me, now maybe i was just super drunk and was feeling myself, but i focused the rest of my energy and song on him.

In the midst of me singing i got so carried away and lost into the song and forgot all about Jay and why it was i was even singing in the first place. I just knew i was having so much fun. I rushed back to the table just after finishing my song, only to find Jay in some type of mood. I knew it had too do with me singing and the way i was acting with that guy and i wouldnt blame him for feeling the way he does. 

                                      

I tried to keep cool about things and play like i didnt even notice Jays attitude change because i wanted to see how mad he actually was. "Soooo, how'd did i do?" i asked with forecful excitment.

"You did alright..." Jay responded as if he could care less.

"Just alright?" i aksed trying to retain any type of thrill or enthusiasm i have left, but seeing Jay like this was just making things harder. He didnt reply he just finished up on his fifth beer, having ordered one through the middle of my little performance.

"You ready to go?" Jay asked snootily.

"Yea i guess...it seems i have no choice." i said beginning to murmur, not wanting to start an argument or whatever.

Jay then called for a waiter to pay the bill, then after that we grabbed our things and left. Getting outside of the bar, it was like Jay was trying not to walk near me. Everytime i got close to him he just sped up, which was pissing me off because i was barely walking after having all that liquor kicked in.

"Can you wait up?" i shouted after becoming fed up because he decided to walk almost a whole block in front of me. But Jay ignored me and kept on only walking a few more feet to the car. Jay waited in the car until i finally walked up, but when i did  i had established an attitude. "OK!" i said getting in the car. ""We are now going anywhere until we get this shit resolved cuz i cant put up with this the rest of the night."

"Whats there too resolve?" Jay asked being funny which annoyed the hell out of me. I mean i understood why Jay was acting like this but let's be serious i ended right back in the car with Jay so why is he mad?!

"Well for one, lets start with the fact we left earlier then we expected, you didnt want to walk with me, and now you sitting here giving me attitude. If your gonna be mad at me, atleast acknowledge it and tell me what i did to upset you si we get go ahead and get over it, cuz i dont got time to be dealing with people's bitchiness." i snapped.

"Oh so now im a bitch?" Jay asked taking offense to what i said.

"Thats not what i meant." i said frustratedly. 

(Jay's input)

It frustrated me that Beyonce was not getting at all why i was even mad. And i had every right to be. Let things would have been the other way around, and my ass probably would have been walking back to Solo's, even though i was the one driving. At the end of the day its a matter of respect and i felt completely disrespected.

"Well tell me what you mean, cuz evidently i dont know." he snapped right back.

"How about you tell me why your mad?" i pretty much demanded. 

"Dont act like you dont know...because you do thats why you came back to the table trying to be all nice." he added.

"Ok i understand you being mad but damn get real, you act like i just flat out intentionally just disrespected you or something. When thats not even the case."

But Jay wasnt trying to hear it, he just kept wanting to argue but i wasnt about to argue. I just let him go on until he realized how stupid he was being. The whole care ride to Solo's house was quiet and long. But the quietness gave me time to think and what i had thought was that Jay and I dont need to be fighting on our second day of being togther, i mean this was not good. Jay was showing me a side of him i didnt see before, but i was going to suck it up and just be the one to apologize. We're both drunk and i dont want neither one of us saying something that we're just going to regret in the morning.

"Jay..." i said breaking the silence as we approached Solo's house. I was not trying to come back mad at one another. I wanted to finish our weekend the way it started which was fun and fresh.

"Yea" he replied.

"Im sorry..." i began to apologize "If you felt disrespected, that was not my intentions. I was just having fun and got caught up in the song."

Jay letting out a sigh "I know and im sorry for being an ass about it, I just dont like to see my girl interacting with guys like that, period. I dont care if it's playing or not. Friend or whatever, i just dont like it."

"Ok i can accept that but only if you work on you attitude as well. I didnt like how when you were mad. You tried to act as if you werent when you really were then took you frustrations out on me. All im saying is, if that next time you are feeling some type of way just come out and tell me, dont hold back and not say anything." i added.

"I can do that..." he replied, as we were now pulling up at Solo's house.

"Im glad we did leave.." i said after letting out a yarn. "Because i'm getting a little tired." 

"Yea, me too." Jay said putting the car in park and cutting it off as we got out, making our way into the house. Solo gave me a set of keys for emergency purposes so she wasnt there to greet us at the door. In fact she was probably sleep, being that it was after one.

After carrying me into the house, I made Jay lay me on the couch. I had no strength to make it to the room. But Jay on the otherhand, however did. "Sooo yourrr not gonna sleep with me?" i asked peeking over the couch as Jay made his way into the room.

"Wellll....." Jay said turning back around not knowing what to say. And because it was dark it was hard to make out if Jay had indeed turned around to come in lay with me or what. And the silence he gave did not make things better. But it wasnt until i felt his huge strong arms scoop me up, as he postioned his self on the couch.

I laid there for a while trying to go to sleep. But i just couldnt. I mean i felt tired in all but i guess my body wasnt ready to shut down.  I laid there bored for about another 15 more mins. Once i realized that i was going to be up. I decided to see if Jay was up so that maybe he could keep me company. "Jayyyy...." i whispered a few times until he responded.

"Whats up?" he said kind of tiredly.

"Are you sleeping?"

"Not really." he responded. After confirming that Jay was up, i turned over towards him but facing him. We laid nearly eye to eye, but i was more so up under Jay. We stared at each other for a few moments until Jay started speaking again. "Is everything ok?" he asked sort of concerned.

"Yea...i just cant sleep thats all." When i said that, i felt Jay pull me closer in towards him. i guess assuming that i needed comfort or something, but it wasnt necessarily like that. "You smell like alcohol." i teased after catching a whiff of Jay's odor being that my nose was dang near pressed against his neck. Jay just chuckled in amusement. "Jay..." i said again, regaining his attention.

"Your just not gonna let me sleep?" Jay playfully said.

"Uh-un...because i'm bored and if you go to sleep, im gonna be lonely."

"Lonely how, when im holding you in my arms." Jay asked, tickled by what i said.

"I dont know..." i said lightly giggling. "I just know i dont want you to go to sleep."

(Jays input)

Laying next to Beyonce felt so good to me. I hate that i got so mad at her earlier and kind of ruined our night, i knew she didnt mean anything  by it, but its just the principal of things. And being with her now, all i can seem to think about is that little show she gave earlier, which had me feeling some type of way. So many thoughts and images popped in my head of Beyonce, that a sexual feeling just sort of took over. I didnt want to be afraid with Beyonce no more. I didnt want to hold back my emotions or feelings with B. I want her to feel everything that i was feeling. 

(Bey's input)

Now leave it to Jay to take what i said and use it as a sexual statement. And maybe i was feeling it too. But i didnt mind though because what happened in these next few minutes, was enough to keep me to stay up. And feeling the way that i was feeling, i felt like i was on my level and Jay was about to take me higher.

Jay's quietness let me know that he was up to something. I sure was right too because all of a sudden out of nowhere, i felt Jay began to caress my body softly and playing off my reaction he began to kiss me all over my face, until he found my lips and we shared in a long, deep, passionate kiss. That kiss sent all types of signals to my body, but i couldnt help but laugh throughout the whole thing.

"Am i making you nervous or something?" Jay said stopping to speak.

"No it's not that, its..its.." i said nervously. "Its just it's been a while."

"Oh." Jay replied. "Well we dont have too if you dont want too?" he suggested.

"It's not that i dont.." i abruptly said. "I'm just saying go a little easy thats all." i playfully said, but was really serious.

"Ok." Jay said back and smiled.

My body shook as Jay's hands trailed up my legs to take off my panty holes. Once he got them off, he pulled me closer towards him after having just whipped his shit out, and im not surprised at all to see that Jay was packing.

"You think you can handle this?" Jay asked.

"I'm not sure but we will see...." i answered.

Right after i answered Jay was making his way in, his penetration was a little strong, that i push away and pulled back from him.

"hm..why you running?" Jay asked, probably with a smirk on his face.

"Im not..i'm just.." i said not able to think of anything to say.

Jay leaned in hesitantly too kiss me, but when he did i felt a sense of comfort with him putting my back body back at ease.. "Just come back down...i promise to take it gentle." He said guiding me.

And in that moment i believed Jay, and i knew he meant what he said. Jay and I tried again and this time i wasnt going to stop anything. My nerves and doubts washed away as pleasure and pain took over my body, good pain though. And i didnt care that Jay and I were having drunk sex because honestly i was happy it was finally happening. Jay and I have known each other for a while so it wasnt like he was just a stranger or anything. I knew just enough about Jay to take it to the next level. We were carrying on for a nice little while until i became uncomfortable.

"...Jayy...Jayy..." i said trying to capture his attention being that he was all in. 

"Whats up?" he finally answered still in motion. 

"Hold up for a min..." i said gasping for air. " I gotta stop, these pillows are starting to bother me." i replied. Jay waited patiently why i moved the pillows around and out the way. "Ok, now get up." i demanded.

"Get up?" Jay asked with a confused look on his face.

"Yeaaa..." i said slowly pushing him off. Jay must have thought i was asking him to stop or something, but that wasnt the case. It was too good to stop. "You had me on my back for a min...i need to stretch it out or something." i said then Jay slowly rose up off of me, sitting back against the couch. He had a look of disappointment on his face. But that all went away when i climbed my pretty ass on top of Jay. "No need to look to sad.." i playfully said. "I wasnt going anywhere." i said to Jay, beginning to kiss on him. Jay just responded in an enlightening smile.

From there i went on to rock Jay's world. I had him saying shit, he probably didnt even he was saying. And after a while Jay and I ended up on the floor, but Jay was moving so quick that when i looked up, the ceiling seem so far away. Jay somehow manage to get me on all fours, as he worked me from behind. Truth be told, this was my favorite position. And the shit Jay was doing was making me love it even more. I smiled proudly when i heard him blurt out how wet my puss-puss was. I was also slightly embarrassed because Jay talking to me while having sex is very weird to me. I dont like to talk, i be too focused, so it was funny to me in a way.

Jay and i ended restless on the floor, i grabbed a blanket from off the couch to cover us up. We laid in silence for a minute until i started laughing, thinking about Jay and I having sex all over Solo's living room and thinking about what shell say to us.

"Whats so funny?" Jay asked seeming like he wanted to laugh to.

"Nothing..." i said giggling. "Im just thinking about Solo and whats she's going to say."

"You think she heard us?" Jay asked with humor. "Im pretty sure she heard you." he went on to tease.

"Hush up..." i said bashfully, hitting Jay on the chest.

"Jayyy...Jaaaaayy....Oh Jayyy!" he teased.

"Shhhhhh....." i said placing my hand over mouth. "Do you want her to wake up?" Jay just chuckled real hard at me, causing me to laugh too.

"Instead of talking and bumping your gums..you could be doing something else." i implied.

I felt Jay look down at me, then his lips pressed against mines, and before i knew it i was on my back. He kissed me aggressively as he snatched the covers off, revealing us. His mouth moved from my lips as they made there way to my neck them met my breast where Jay made nice with the girls. Jay then made his way down to the station....when out of nowhere.

"WHAT THE HELL?" Solo said standing from behind the couch. Instantly Jay jumped up, but me i stayed on the floor laughing hysterically. I swear when your drunk and shit like this happens, it just becomes funny. And the fact that i was just speaking about something like this happening made it that much more funnier. "I knew i was hearing something, but dammmn nothing like this." she said laughing as she made her way to sit down. Really Lo, i thought.

I grabbed the blanket from off to the side, while Jay continued to put on his clothes. "Why are you even up? It's 3 in the morning." i asked after i finally stopped laughing.

"Well i do have a 6 month old son who demands to be fed at any time of the day." she replied, showing me the bottle she must have just made. "I came down here the first time and i thought you too were sleep, but i heard yal talking when i was in the kitchen and when i came out, yal two fools were about to go another round on my damn living room floor." she said amused by it.

"Aw shit!" Jay chuckled out loud. 

"I see i will never send you two out alone again." Solo teased. "I mean i'm all for drunk sex, hell im all for yal even having sex cuz it's about time...but on my floor, really?" she said laughing.

"I tried to tell here Solo...but she was just too aggressive, i was scared." Jay said sarcastically.

"Yea. yea, yea..." she said beginning to get up. "I'm going back upstairs...cuz she aint got time for yal and she has a baby who's going to be getting up in a few hours and she's going back to bed, so he and she better be a little quieter..because if i have to come back...ohhhh it aint gonna be pretty."

"Damn!" i responded with a laugh. "Ok she..." i teased to Solo. "Good night."

"You heard what she said now." Jay said to me be funny.

"Shut up, stupid."

"Night fools." Solo said then went back up stairs.

After being interrupted by Solo Jay and I didnt even want to risk it anymore. We put back on our things, then made our way on the couch to lay down. After being tucked away and laughing some more about Solo, we soon dosed off, bringing an end to our night.

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