Chp10

Jays POV........

     I was spending my morning with Eva, the girl i've been seeing for a while. I've been trying to keeping things between us kind of low key being that i was just getting out of a divorce, and well because the way things were between me and Beyonce, and also i wasn't sure how things would ever turn out between us. But these past 4 months have been pretty smooth. She was young, beautiful, smart, funny, and did i mention beautiful. She was a model and has been modeling for quite some time now. The fact that she was a bit young didn't bother me because of her intellectual level was so high. All i know is that she has been very good to me, and i enjoy having her around. But whats strange is that when i woke up this morning, i had thoughts of Beyonce on my mind, very extreme thoughts. My dream last night was even about Beyonce and i don't want to get into all the details but I'm sure yal can figure things out.

     The friendship i have established with Beyonce, is something that i can't really explain. Because although we may appear as friends or atleast try to be at times, and although we can deny it as much as we want, deep down i honestly don't think that is something that either of us really want. And though in the past we had plenty of chances to make something happen, shit just got all out of hand when we tried. But with me being involved with Eva and Beyonce being well, I'm not sure who she's involved with, but those hickies on her neck the other day sure at hell let me know she was messing around, had me thinking it's better to just let things remain as they are now. Instead trying to work on what could have been. We just need to leave that in the past.

I was sitting on the bed, deep into my thoughts, when i felt the gentle touch of Eva's hand touch my back and her sweet soft lips against my ear. "You okay baby?" she so lovingly whispered in my ear.

"Yea....im good." i replied just before she planted a warm embracing kiss upon my lips. And before i knew it, we were getting lost in the moment. And i my thoughts i had of Beyonce, seem to just fade right away.

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Bey's POV..........

     Today was one of those mornings where Emilio and I can really enjoy each other's company. He didn't have to work, and I didn't have to go in today, well technically i didn't have to go in  (thank God for Ty and Angie). But i was hosting an event at my store tonight, as a Pre-show party for fashion week. But until then it was at my place, in my bed, tied in each Emilio's arm, and recapping last night.

"You are so beautiful..." Emilio said to me with his sexy English accent, as he laid across from me staring me in my eyes.

"And you are so handsome." i replied, with an enlightening smile upon my face. After sharing into a short yet passionate kiss, i crawled out of bed, leaving Emilio behind as i made my into the bathroom to tinkle. "Im gonna go into the kitchen to get some breakfast started, do you want anything to drink or something." I asked grabbing my night gown, being that i was in my underclothes, and it was a little nippy in house.

"No love, i'm okay. I'll rather have you instead." he said very seductively.

I smiled at the thought, but i knew i couldn't give in even though i wanted too. Besides it was him, who inquired that we wait a little anyway. But it's just so hard when he's always talking to me like that. "You know  you can't keep talking to me like that....just your accent alone is enough to have me hop all over you." i said watching him, as he smiled back at me. I knew it amuses him to torture me. He didn't even say anything back he just sat there still smiling at me.

I went into the kitchen to get breakfast started, pulling out bacon, eggs, sausages, some fruits, and setting up the waffle maker to  began my cooking, since breakfast is about the only thing i could cook.

As i was whisky up the eggs, and listening for the bacon to start popping, i felt the arms of Emilio wrap around me and scoop me up from behind. I laughed to an extent because i thought it was cute, but then things took a turn.

"Emilio....what are you doing?" i asked as he had me backed into the counter, kissing on me very aggressively. If he was trying to tease me, this was not the way to do it because by hormones began to race and the message his tongue was telling my neck, was letting my body know that he wanted to go.

Emilio didn't respond, he just kept on going, but he eased up into a slower pace, taking his hands and caressing my body. I let my head fall back being that i was to weak to hold it up. My eyes rolled to the back of my head as i accepted the pleasure Emilio tongue was giving me.

After slipping off my robe, and sliding off my underwear, Emilio then lifted me on the counter and sung a good tune to my.....Well lets just say i no longer needed to cook breakfast. And although i didn't want the pleasure to end, unfortunately it had too because the damn smoke detectors went off.

After desposing of the burnt bacon, and non cooked eggs and waffle mix, and airing out the kitchen after things literally became smokey and hot. Emilio showered and bounced, promising to be back in time for my event. Once i had time to relax, i decided to call up Kelly and tell her about my morning.

"Mhm..Hello." Kelly said sounding like she was just waking up.

"Whats up Kel, are you just getting up?" i asked not knowing if i had woken her or not.

"No, I'm just in a good mood that's all." she said, sort of like she was bragging.

"Let me guess.....you and Calvin had some good ol' morning sex huh." i said assuming that was it, because why else would she be so happy. 

"What gave it away?" she asked innocently.

"Well for one, i know you. And for two...every word you say it's like your practically moaning in my damn ear." i teased. 

"My bad." she said laughing. "Im just still thinking about it. That man is just--- Mhmmmmmm!" she expressed.

"Well i guess that makes two of us then..." i said trying to sneak my good news in there.

"Whaaaaat? You and Emilio finally had sex? It's about damn time. I would have been dipped my feet into that." she responded.

"No." i said a bit disappointed. "But he did take a trip." i said very boastful.

"Ohhh and you know he got that heavy accent so i can only imagine how he was working that tongue of his." Kelly stated letting me know she caught on to what i was talking about. 

"Girllll....we almost burnt the kitchen down." i said laughing about it once again.

"Ohhhh Bey.....!" Kelly said with nothing to say back because she started laughing hysterically.

"But it was worth it." i added.

I stayed on the phone with Kelly for a little bit longer until we somehow got disconnected. After that I went ahead on to shower and get dress. Although i didn't really need to be at the store, i decided to go down there anyway to make sure everything was all in order for tonight. I knew Ty and Angie had it but after Emilio leaving i really felt no need to stay in the house.

When I got out the door and began to lock up i heard some commotion coming from Jay's apartment, it sounded like he or somebody was coming out the door. I slipped back into my apartment but left it cracked so that i could peak out. My nostrils flared up when i saw Jay kissing on that giraffe as they walked out of his apartment.

"Are you going to let me leave or are we going to do this dance all the way to my car." I heard the giraffe say, after they finally parted lips.

"Why do you have to leave?" i heard Jay beg, as he held on to the her causing me to stick my head back inside my door because i just didn't want to watch no more.

"Yes pooh bear....And i'm already late, i still have to go home and shower." she said trying to resist a kiss from Jay. Pooh bear, i thought to myself. I couldn't wait to tease Jay about that later. And as they went on, I stood at the door rolling my eyes and catching an attitude, but for what though.

"Well if your already late, you mine as well not even go." Jay said really trying to push for her to stay.

"I can't. This is a really important booking, and i'm gonna have to bust my ass and order to make up for being late." she answered. By her saying that she was late for a booking i took it she must be a model. Oh fucking great, i thought. The bitch still aint got shit on me!

Jay finally gave in and i watched as they sucked each other's face off once again, and waited til she was clear and gone before making my way out into the hall. Being that Jay was still standing in the hallway, i made sure that when i closed the door i closed it loud enough so that he could hear it.

"Where you off too?" he asked from down the hall.

"To the store......" I answered, beginning to walk up the hallway. "Why you wanna come Pooh Bear!" i said followed by an immediate laugh.

Jay chuckling sarcastically "hahaha so you got jokes?" by this time i had already made my way to his door.

"Just a few..." i continued on.

"You better not call med that shit again." Jay said as we were making our way inside his apartment. "And what you coming in for? I thought you said you were going to the store." He said trying to avoid me harassing him.

"Well i was just trying to check on my friend being that i haven't seen you in almost a week. You take me out then BOOM, you disappear." I said sarcastically.

"Naaa, your just being nosy thats all." he said seeing right through me.

"And i have to be, people are crazy now a days. You saw what happened with Will." i said as we both broke into laughter.

"You aint lying." he said considering we both experienced some crazy moments.

I checked my watch of the time and although it was still early, i felt like i was at Jay's place long enough. I needed to get to the store, to see how things are doing, and get back in time to rest and get pampered for tonight.

"Well i guess i can leave now." i overly stated, because i knew thats what Jay secretly wanted. And i also love picking with him.

"Yea go ahead and get out." Jay said playfully pushing me.

"Stop.." i whined "Before i fall." and just like that i did. Mainly because i tripped over my own foot but if it wasn't for Jay pushing me then it wouldnt have.

"See what you made me do." i said hitting Jay as he helped me up.

"Thats your clumsy ass." he teased.

"I told you to stop pushing me." i said still pretending to be upset.

"Cry baby!" Jay said taking his fingers to begin messing up my hair.

"You are an A S S!" i said storming out of apartment after taking enough abuse, i just knew he wasn't going to stop picking with me. "Are you coming tonight?" i asked, not knowing if he forgot but i was going to remind him anyway.

"No." he answered. But i knew he was playing, but sometimes his joking is not always funny. It becomes too much at times. "Sike, I'm just playing. You know I'm a be there." he said after realizing the seriousness in my face.

"Why do you gotta play so much." i said kind of mad, as i stepped onto the elevator giving Jay a scolding look.

"Ahhhh Shut up..." Jay said ignoring my feelings "I told you ima be there!" But the elevators closed before i could say anything back, but it wasn't like i was going to anyway.

I made it to the store only to find that everything was in order for tonight. Angie and Ty were on top of everything. I stayed there with them until it was about time to leave. From there we went over to Ty's place. Where we just ended getting ready at, have you seen this man's closet?! It is insane.

About sometime later we were done getting ready and heading out the door. We arrived, well as i would say in the fashion world "fashionably late", you know i had to make a big entrance because it was my night, and it was all about me. So we pulled up in the all black Rolls, set in the car and did some last minute adjustments. Ty, of course got out first, he was already in his diva mode, for him to be a guy he sure does know how to dress. And me, well you know they say you gotta save the best for last.

So i stepped out looking oh so lovely, I got my legs out, by dress is fitting, by body is good and toned, I was ready to work it, (snaps finger) okay. The thrill and the excitement of having everyone out to support me, and just things going right in my life.....had me feeling like i was on cloud. It was like i was high off life.

Before actually entering the store, i took some pics, letting them snap pictures of whatever, in a good sense. I made in it with Ty and Angie still by my side. And i could feel my adrenaline began to rush as i  heard cheering and applauding from inside my store as i made my way in.

Then i got caught up when my girl Alicia who handed me the red goodie bag, it's been a while since i've last seen her. Ty and Angie, left me after some dude came up to me and handed me those flowers that were in my hand. And that same koolaid smile stayed on my face then minute i was in front of all my friends and loved ones. If only mom, dad, and Solo could have been here. But i know they've got a lot going on there, so i understand.

After making small talk with a few people and getting my glass of champagne, when i felt that the time was right, I captured everyone's attention to get my thanks you's and shout outs out the way, and say a few words like a good host should. I was nervous because I'm typically shy, so I don't really like giving speeches and everything so i was hoping that i didn't mess up.

"Now that i have everyone's attention..." i began "I'd like to first start off by saying thank you A L L for coming out...i appreciate each and every one of you for being here and supporting me. From the bottom of my heart it really means A L O T to me..." i said getting quiet a bit pretending as if I'm about to cry, to gain sentimental pity, because that always work, and well i can be a drama queen at times, but who isn't. "But i R E A L L Y hope you all enjoy yal selves, everyone if you don't have one, go ahead and grab a glass and let's toast to all of us being here tonight, let's enjoy in this moment and just have a good time." I said finally ending my speech. Gosh it felt like i was talking for forever.

And on that note people went on applauding again, and clapping and thats when i went around, speaking and acknowledging everyone in the room. I wanted everyone to feel loved and welcomed, i wanted them to see that i was a genuine person. Because i was.

Im seeing people like Kelly, of course, but my girl Michelle, La La, Monica, Keysha, Alicia uhm Terrance, Mike, Michael, Mehki, Adrian...but I'm seeing all these people and I'm still not seeing Jay. But when i did, i wished that i didn't because in he walks in with little miss thing, and instantly i got turnt up.

Right then at that moment, i knew how extreme my feelings were for Jay. Seeing him with her, really blew my mind. Especially with this being a special moment for me. But I'm also thinking that damn, there i go ago, letting my emotions get the best of me. Im in a good place, Jay and I are in a good place, why can't things just ever be good? After a brief moment of preparing myself, I sucked up my pride and made my way across the room the greet them.

"Your late." i said flat out to Jay, not even acknowledging whats her face.

"Well isn't it you who said you gotta arrive fashionably late." he said trying to use reverse psychology. I looked over to the girl, who had began laughing after Jay said what he said.

"I'm sorry, is something funny?" i said quickly catching an attitude. I don't know why, but's its something about giraffe that rubs me the wrong way.

"Yea actually it is." the bitch had the nerve to say.

And before i could get a word out, Jay started speaking. He knew i was about to let her have it.

"Aye my man, can i get a drink." Jay called to a waiter, sensing that i had an attitude and probably thought i was going to make a scene but i honestly didn't nor was i going to make a scene, how un-classy. But i was however going to tell little miss round the way something.

"Well...." i said very sharp-like "I'm glad you're here, i appreciate the both of coming out, but i have a couple of more people i have to talk too. Please help your self to whatever." i said just like that and walked off. I had to put on a fake act because the last thing i wanted this bitch to think was that she could get the best of me.

I don't know what comes over me when it comes to Jay but trying to control my feelings for this man, is like trying not to drink water. You don't like, but it's good for you, therefor you need it. And it wasn't like i needed Jay, but i'd be lying if i said that i didn't want him.

The whole rest of the night, it was like a bunch of weirdness between Jay and I. We really didn't get to speak much because i was getting pulled every which way from everybody and the way that girl was glued to his hip, it was totally impossible. I don't even know why he even brought her, our friendship wasn't that good. And it's not that i just disliked her, it's just something about her that rubs me the wrong way and i have no clue what it is.

I ended up leaving before the party was over, but not too much early. And instead of going straight home i had the driver, drive around for a little while to avoid running into Jay and that girl. When i got home, i was so tired, i had enough champagne in my system to just pass out. And thinking about Jay and whats her face is still weighing on me, so i just really want to go inside and go to bed. Once i got in,  I kicked off my heels, slipped out of my dress, set my earrings and phone somewhere on the bed and crawled under the covers  and fell straight to sleep. Trying not to remember tonight.
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The next day I woke up to a text message from Jay apologizing about last night, referring to her behavior and him bringing her with out even telling me. I forgave him because it was petty too me to be mad over that. Then we texted for a little while just talking about other things until i headed off to work. I was at for about 5 hours, it was a slow day, so i let everyone go home but we all decided to go out and have lunch instead. I told Ty and Angie they could wait for me outside because i had few things to handle before locking up. I had received a call from Kelly as i was heading out. I decided to answer because she called me about 3 times already.

"What do you want?" i asked in a playful tone.

"Dammmmmmn, it that how it is?" she playfully replied back.

Me laughing "You know I'm just playing, whats up Kel?"

"Thats more I like it..." Kelly replied "But nothing, i was just calling to talk to you about last night, is that suppose to be Jay's new girl or something?"

"Yea..." i said with more laughter. "Is that why you called me 3, well 4 times, so you could ask me that?"

"Well yea, i mean cuz I'm surprised your not mad or upset or atleast didn't flip out on him." she answered.

"Yea well, he nor she is any of my conce----" I said becoming speechless as i said little miss EVIL walking up the street as i made my way out the door. I hope she wasn't trying to be on no other shit, because i well straight handle that girl. "Well speaking of the devil." i said to Kelly.

"What?! What?!" Kelly asked curiously excited.

"This bitch is up at my job...." i mumbled as she approached. "Let me call you back."

"Ok, call me back." she said as i hung up.

Immediately my guard went up. I wonder what the hell she had wanted, coming to my place of business. I hope she didn't want any trouble because i'll be her worst nightmare. I watched as Ty and Angie focused their attention on us, they know about me and Jay but not about so much about Eva and who she is.

"It's Beyonce right?" she asked, as she now stood in front of me. She seemed like she was cool, no attitude or anything. But let me not speak to soon.

"Yea..." i slowly responded.

"Well as you know...." she started off "I'm Jay's girlfriend." she said as if i cared. "And well i wanted to speak to you about last night, i felt like there was some type of tension between us."

"Tension?.....There was no tension." i simply responded.

"Well i find that hard to believe because this morning i came across a few text messages in Shawn's phone and well i seen what you two were talking about this morning so i figured i'll come down here myself and clear things up." She went on to say as her attitude started changing.

Oh great! I thought, here we go with this shit. "Look here Evette...." i said purposely messing up her name.

"Its Eva!" she replied sharply.

"Well WHAT EV-ER!" i replied. "I honestly don't give a damn what you say or what you think, and if you have to go through your man's phone to find out some shit, then maybe you don't need to be with him. So you can go and think what ever it is you want too, ok?!" i snapped.

"From my understanding..." she said taking a step closer towards me "You and Jay may have had something going on in the past, but HERE ME CLEARLY honey.." she said raising here finger up at me. "Jay is with me, you got that and it's nothing that you can do about that. So this trying to hold on to Shawn as a friend charade is over because he will never be with you!"

So after about the first few words, my mind went blank because i couldn't believe the nerve of this bitch. And when i clicked back in and realized the shit that she was saying, I almost raised my hand to slap the girl, but i was going to take another approach.

"Evey, Evey, Evey..." i said viciously as i shook my head.

"It's Eva!" she said once again, like i didnt hear her the first time.

"Like I give a DAMN." i snapped. "Now let me tell you something..." i said taking a step closer to her, but this time we were practically touching noses. "If you think your gonna come up here to MY job and bitch to me your little feelings of how you feel, or what you think, better yet assume, you got another thing coming. What Jay and I got, I'm pretty sure as his friend, i'll be around a whole lot longer then you sweety. Now i'm on my way to lunch and well as for you, i hope you have a nice day." i said then walked off, slightly bumping her as i got in the car. If that bitch thought she was going to put fair in me, she had another thing coming. "And Eve...you dropped something" i said as she turned around too me.

"What?!" she snootily said beginning to look down and all around, ignoring the fact that i messed her name up again.

"Your face!" i replied. Then got in the car and drove off. Leaving her there to look stupid. That bitch had me fucked up, but she wasn't about to ruin my day, i knew that much. Which is why i decided not to tell Jay. I didn't want anymore extra ness more drama. I highly doubted if that girl ever speaks to me again, better yet even look my way.